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In Your Most Cerulean Folk Songs, There Are Things That Doubt Me


Artwork by: Johan Christian


i.


If today,


your finches be too close


to my vineyards


that are animalistic


to the things


we were ashamed of,



I would let


my absent-minded fingers


sift


through lace curtains


that flourish without


windows,



as if



we were homeless, young love,


to curb apples


and a weed garden,



but did we ever


deserve those



wildflowers.



ii.


I should have smiled


for church bells


made out of dandelion seeds


that travel


where you become


fingers


of a twelve o'clock prayer,



but I am not sure


if we were ever made used to


the mourning of poppies,


(those red ones


shifting from one of your


homely curves


to another)


like some misheard lyrics


of a canticle,



'and the stage rolls merrily by


without no strings,


nor needlework.'



iii.


On a radio,


there is a nightingale


narrating a gentle


murder


prowling on the streets


and grieving


with mouthfuls


of bullets,


in an unperturbed


sing-song monotonia,



so I try to keep


a sagacious elegy


prepared


for an uncommitted


homicide,


that is too calm


for bedtime stories,



but I am too tired


(to become an afterglow


of a seldom love),


to cough enough


tulips


in a single breath


for your ebbing gaze,



still, hands cling


to bricks and marble


clouds



as if



we will build a house there


that has your name,


build another



and call it Jerusalem.


Esha Yadav

BA English Hons.

2nd Year


[Edited by Nilabja Das and Mehak Aggarwal


Art Curated by Basundhara Jana

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